06/10/17
I used to think nobody reads my blog, so why do I bother writing? Well, even if nobody reads what I write about.. I do not care. Nyahaha! This is my outlet. It’s this one place where I can vent out and share my thoughts about whatever. I’ve been much too lazy to write on my journals.
I have been thinking a lot and as much as I try not to think of anything and just let things go. Let things flow and let nature take its course.. Stuff like that. But I get anxious sometimes and the over thinker in me just wish I didn’t have to go through all this thinking. Like I wish I could just fast forward to that space and time wherein I’d have my tiny beach house and I’d crochet for a living because I’ve already saved enough money for Travis’ education til he graduates. I can only dream, for now.
I’d just be by the beach and I’d be writing about life and love.. All the good things and tragedies. I’d be sippin’ yummy yummy fruit shakes and eating my home-growned papayas. I’ll practice yoga on the sand by the sea shore. Do my morning walks and maybe run from time to time too. Dance to all my favorite music at night, under the big, bright and beautiful moonlight along the million stars that will shine and twinkle up in my sky — that will be my gift to me.
And oh I’d also draw mandalas and listen to sweet reggae music and be so in love with myself and life itself. Oh man, that would be the life. Living simply, day by day, helping others in need and trying to make this world a little bit better.. I am so excited about those days and I know I will get there, with or without anyone by my side.
I’ll keep dreaming and visualizing that until it becomes my reality. ❁
the hippie turtles 💚 